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My father has been battling cancer for years now. It’s been so hard to watch
him struggle. I’ve sometimes thought that the treatment was worse than the
disease. I’m still not entirely convinced that that’s not true. It always
seemed crazy to me that the only way to fight it off is to make it sick. It’s
like shooting the hostage. One of the bullets might hit the hostage-taker too,
but is the price worth it? Well, now we don’t have to worry about it anymore.
No more tests, no more chemo. No more sleeping half the day away, no more
spending the rest of the day worshiping the porcelain god. He’s going to be
cured. Our application was just accepted. Now we’re just biding our time until
the appointment. Per sound advice, he has continued his conventional
treatments, not because we think the appointment will fall through, but
because we don’t want to take any chances. He’ll stop a week before, because
that will be the end of another round, and so he can feel better for the trip
down to Kansas City, but no sooner than that. This is going to be such a
relief. I’m excited to have my dad back, but all he’s been talking about is my
education. I dropped out of college when he was diagnosed so I could go back
home to take care of him. He’s always thought I resented him for that, but I
didn’t care for school anyway. It’s not like I was training to be an engineer,
or a lawyer. I was getting an undergraduate degree in underwater
basket-weaving. It might have helped me get a job, but it wouldn’t help me
make better money. That’s one thing you have to remember when you’re trying to
decide whether you’ll go or not. It helps you get in the door, but it doesn’t
keep you in the room. Your boss and your hiring manager may like to see it on
your résumé, but if you suck at the job, they’re not going to say, “oh, but
she’s a graduate. Better give her a second chance. We would fire her right
away if she only had a high school diploma.” No, that’s not a thing. I’m happy
where I am now, and I love living at home. I love my dad, and I like spending
time with him, regardless of what brought me back here in the first place. He
wants me to go back to school, but I think it’s mostly about the symmetry of
it. For him, he doesn’t like to start something without finishing it. Things
like that are just always hanging over his head, and he can feel them. It
makes his condition worse, worrying about something undone, even if it doesn’t
need to be done. He once finished a bowl of soup that was making him
nauseated just because when you have a meal, you eat until it’s gone. He
immediately threw it up, but guess what? He threw it all up. I hope
getting the cure will help alleviate the stress from all that. I can’t wait.
I’m probably more excited than he is.